I'm sorry.
I cant say that I've been busier than ever or that i have been too busy to write. but i guess you could say my time has been a little taken up by the holiday season.
that and i have just been filling up all my free time doing other things forgetting about even having this blog.
but I'm here now ready to fill you in with all the happenings in the past month.
So first lets talk about the guy.
yup that's right the same guy, the one i have talked about this whole time. the one that keeps coming and going. the last time he left my heart in millions of pieces. small, shredded, confused pieces. yes you can definitely say that he hurt me.
well surprise surprise eh? He is trying to get me back.
I took him up on his offer and went out with him one night, probably shouldn't have done that. But it was the first time i seen or talked to him in a long time. since he crushed my heart.
despite it all i guess i just cant stop loving him. but anyways after that night i swore to myself that i wouldn't go back to him. i couldn't go back to him for the 100th time. He hurt me too bad the last for me to go back and risk the hurt again. but then we started talking on a daily basis. we started hanging together at school. we went to a few more ball games together, and now he is trying harder than ever to get me back.
But you know what i decided? and i wont change my mind.
this time. its over.
and I'm fine with that, I'm finally ready to let him go.
Next came along the end of a year, the beginning of a winter season, and being caught in the middle of a wonderful Christmas. <3
I'm not trying to make excuses of why i haven't been writing but end of the year finals kept me busy busy busy. Then winter break started, all the free time to write, well i slept in a little late, watched too many the vampire diaries reruns and got deeply into the hunger games books.
Just letting you know. i am addicted to the vampire diaries. i own both full seasons and i have been trying to watch all the episodes again before next Thursday when the 3rd season starts up again. There's something about Damon Salvatore that melts me. Oh that man.
And now there is a new addiction arising in me. The Hunger Games. I just got my hands on these books and it took me just 2 days to plow through the first book. If you haven't read the hunger games yet, your missing out. I'm about to start the second book and i hope it keeps me on my toes just as well as the first one did.
So no excuses on the whole no blogging thing. just lots of reading and TV..
there's one last thing i got to tell you about.
how do you feel about a blind date?
well how do i feel about being set up in a blind date? I'm not so sure just yet.
I wont tell you the whole story because it can get a bit complicated and a little long to explain but to try and make it short, one of my moms coworkers has a grandson. i haven't met him but i heard hes cute. he's a year older and from one town over.
My mom works at a bank so i always go in there and so does the mystery boy. but we have yet to run into each other.. the bank people are trying to set us up i guess.
Maybe ill blog about the results. but for now all i can ask for is...
wish me luck.
<3
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