gone for so long

Im sorry to all my readers

for being gone so long.

Life has been busy.

So many things have happened in the

time that has passed.

Last things i wrote about

was the horrific break up.

since then i have had many ups,

and many downs.

Down: trying to get over my him and failing.

Up: Boys from everywhere showing new interest.

Down: hurting a friend telling him i dont like him like that.

Up: Winning band competitions.

Down: losing a friend.

Up: gaining a new best friend.

Down: getting sucked into a guy that really meant nothing to me.

Up: I got new little kittens <3

Down: i pushed the one that sucked me in away.

(far away. all the way to pissed off land)

and finally the best up there is..

My him is once again mine.

 yes my past few weeks have been

slightly bipolar.

This week is

SPIRIT WEEK!

and homecoming is Friday night.

After all this time.

And all the mess.

Homecoming night will be all about

me and the one i love so much.

Always will love so much.

Always have loved so much.

I know im only 16.

Call me crazy,

or call it young love.

But this time..

Im not letting him escape.

your wannabeblogger

Take a Sick Day



Sadly to say i have been getting sick.

Only the worst thing ever!

Stuffy nose, Itchy eyes, Coughing, and Sleep deprived.

I hate being sick, the awful feeling of just wanting to do nothing.

And to make things even more horrible.

 this weekend is my sweet sixteen birthday party!

I best not be sick on my sweet sixteenth.

I hope i get better :(

I have an awesome birthday planned,

and i hope all goes well.

So for this week its all juices, soups, and medicines.

Cozy blankets, rest, and hope.

Though no matter what,

I'm pretty sure that my sweet 16 will turn out to be

amazing.

<3

your wannabeblogger